Photoblog: January 2, 2015: “Eyes of darkness”

January 2, 2015: “Eyes of darkness”

Looking out the window it is dark, I see a vast sea of nothingness.  My eyes hide behind the camera crafting tomorrow, living today and running from the past. What do my eyes see? What do my eyes see? Disoriented my eyes of darkness see life, succumbing to the daily grind. Eyes of darkness they are mine.

This photo is of the darkness ahead, what I see. 

Photoblog of the Day 2015: "Where I am now"

Today is a new day, just as tomorrow will be and the next and so forth.  I am starting a project just to take a photo daily, January is going to be the month of reflection and truly exploring who I am.  I’ve lost something got bogged down and stuck, everything feels stale, old and pointless.  In this project as well as in life growth matters.  As I continue my journey I feel that growth has halted.  I hope this kicks new life into me.

January 1, 2015: “Where I am today”

Today I am somewhere intertwined between a handful of solitary passions and a life filled with disappointment.  I framed this photo between my books and my bike they are my passions, my security blankets.  I can be free on my bike and you will never see me without a book in my bag or hand.  I am dependent on these things for happiness.  They bring it temporarily but I am left struggling and out of control when not focused on them. 

I sabotage myself and remain stuck.  I need to overcome today for a better tomorrow.  Looking inside I can only heal myself and push forward.  Only I can and that’s the part that creates fear. 

This photo shows where I am today.